i wish....

...
i was a natural redhead.
i could read a book in a day like i used to.
my best friend could live within 10 minutes of me.
i could make music that really moves people.
i could write something that inspires people.
my cats wouldn't fight so much.
my teeth were perfect.
i would never gain slower metabolism.
my mom would live forever.
my grandma would have never died.
i could remember more of my grandfathers.
my sister wasn't the way she is.
i wouldn't snap out on my best friends when they don't deserve it.
my best friends would understand me better.
my stubbornness wouldn't come off so badly.
i could find a good pleated hogwarts skirt.
i could explain things to people without being rude.
people could explain things to me without being rude.

but all these wishes, i know,
can't come true unless i try to make them to.
someday.