what is being happy for someone?
do you show it in a letter, a card, an online message, an email, a phone call, or do you need to be face to face to get your well wishing through? and how many times do you need to reinforce it to seem genuine? i could write a song, a poem, or a 3,000 word message. but it would never be enough. nothing, nothing, could put my feelings out there like my mind formulates them. every time i try it's not good enough, not for the person intended, but it just doesn't seem good enough to do my thoughts justice.
i thought the moral of the story was to go with the flow, to let the river take your soggy shoes wherever nature decided. but i simply can't be forced to try to act happy for someone, and i'm not apologizing.
you can continue to throw up your bouquets of flowers and scream your hallelujahs but i know deep down you're wishing you had the strength to be honest.
really.
